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[yueshen]

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w3 saturday post-trial

[malewife]

[ Wherever Xie Lian is, Joonghyuk is there! Niah is in his wolf form, just lounging. ]

Xie Lian.

[ Since he noticed him and, to be honest, everyone was so emotional. ]

[yueshen]

[ he's... here! xie lian looks like he might be trying to meditate, but, it's failing him.

he glances up at joonghyuk when he calls, though, and just looks so, so tired. ]

...hello, Mr. Joonghyuk.

[malewife]

[ He sees this and instantly: ]

You’re meditating poorly.

[yueshen]

My mind is racing.

[ he just agrees because, yeah. yeah!!! ] I cannot - no matter how I try, I can't stop thinking about today.

[ about rin, in particular. his heart aches. ]

[malewife]

If your mind is a mess, then you can simply act out as a mess.

[ (Yjh voice) throw a tantrum. But he thinks of it as an outlet cause oof this past trial. ]

[yueshen]

I don't think I've ever acted as a mess in my life.

[ he says this with a little laugh, though.. it's humorless.

...there's a pause. ] ... how are your injuries, Mr. Joonghyuk?

[malewife]

Then that’s something you can consider in the future.

[ He sighs. ]

They’re fine as they were yesterday. Only mildly a nuisance.

[yueshen]

[ a pause.

he stands up. ]

....Will you spar with me then? With our blades. I won't hold back for even a moment.

[malewife]

… Not healed enough where they won’t reopen if I move too abruptly.

[ Hello?? ]

If you’ll pay for my wounds, I can consider.

[yueshen]

[ thinking ]

I can't get my spiritual energy back again until Monday... and even if I do, I then wouldn't be able to use it to help others in case they disappeared off on a Thursday again.

[ .... but a spar sounds so good........... but also......... ]

No - no, it would be irresponsible of me. Of the both of us.

[malewife]

This is your way of acting out.

[ He sees… to be honest, he isn’t judging because he would do similar. Maybe not before random executioner picks, but he gets it. ]

I wouldn’t be a good opponent when one of the mild nuisances is how well I can move my leg. My movements would be a bit sluggish.

[ Hm. ]

Have you fought Baraqiel?

[yueshen]

[ ah, well -the mention of that gets him to brighten a little because of course it does. ]

I have, yes! He's simply incredible with a saber - one of the best combatants I have ever had the pleasure of sparring against. Have you?

[malewife]

Yes, I attacked him in Otamo.

[ … yeah. ]

He put up more of a fight than Rameel.

[yueshen]

[ well

this was a mood maker ] He's ferocious, isn't he? Absolutely incredible - and utterly unpredictable, too! I was so utterly impressed that I hope to spar with him again soon, especially now that his injuries are healed -

- and... [ wait you fought rameel ] ... How many of the Watchers did you try to fight...?

[malewife]

Only those two.

[ Sometimes you choose to attack. Joonghyuk listens to this and it’s kind of falling into place. ]

… Are you in love with him?

[yueshen]

[ SHWKFSFH CHOKES ]

What?!

[malewife]

That is what it sounds like.

[ Joonghyuk's gaydar isn't that bad, actually. ]

[yueshen]

[ hello ]

I - no! [ HELLO his face is turning red ] Why? What?

[malewife]

Why, what?

[ USE WORDS. FORM SENTENCES AND QUESTIONS. ]

[yueshen]

[ ?!?!

He just goes completely scarlet and then

Blurts out ]

I - I’m a little hungry. [ hello ]

[malewife]

[ for... dick...? is that what this is? ]

He is going to blame me if you ignore him to maneuver through your feelings, so don't consider it.

[yueshen]

[ his entire brain just turned off. like 404 error, blue screen of death. please hold he is rebooting

it looks like he's going to turn around and wander off for a second and then manages to snap himself out of it. ]

I wouldn't - [ squeaky ] I'm not! I - I. It's - different than that! I can't - there's no way I can explain it to you!!

[malewife]

[ Poor Xie Lian… What a fool. A stupid celibate bimbo. He watches. ]

Do you feel such a way with anyone else?

[yueshen]

[ yea ]

How?! In love - I don't even know what - no! I don't think so!? This is different!

[malewife]

... So what you feel for him is different from what you've ever felt for anyone else?


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