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[yueshen]

ill put a real meme here at some point you get this for now

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[allyship]

[yea i beamed into your mind]

Hm. Does it offer any solace?

[yueshen]

[ fair ]

Not really. I cannot say that I ever truly tried to find solace in prayer.

[ a god, this one, not a believer. though... it would be nice, he thinks, to hear from the heavenly emperor. ]

...Rather, this was where we spent the night last night. I was hoping to find a trace of where Susato could have gone.

[allyship]

[...]

I take it that there's been nothing so far.

[yueshen]

[ he shakes his head. ]

...The Watchers told me that only two are dead - a third of them is still living. They could sense them.

So...I am holding out hope that - it sounds selfish of me to say so. Rex was very kind, and Tsurumaru was my friend, as well, but...

[ he trails off there, quiet. ]

[allyship]

... Mm. According to Sholmes, he was told that she is "still in this world". Meaning that she is, indeed, the one who remains alive.

[...]

You need not feel shame for your feelings. It's only natural that, if not everyone can be alive, to be partial towards select people.

[yueshen]

...I know.

[ he says this very quietly, but - it's hard not to feel a little shame. ]

Even now... it is hard for me to feel as though I cannot save everyone. [ after his life, after the catacombs, with the death they experience weekly here, too. ] And to feel satisfied with the fact that we could - or can - save one ... even that is guilt enough.

...It's only been a day, and I miss her terribly.