[ he says this very quietly, but - it's hard not to feel a little shame. ]
Even now... it is hard for me to feel as though I cannot save everyone. [ after his life, after the catacombs, with the death they experience weekly here, too. ] And to feel satisfied with the fact that we could - or can - save one ... even that is guilt enough.
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I take it that there's been nothing so far.
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...The Watchers told me that only two are dead - a third of them is still living. They could sense them.
So...I am holding out hope that - it sounds selfish of me to say so. Rex was very kind, and Tsurumaru was my friend, as well, but...
[ he trails off there, quiet. ]
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[...]
You need not feel shame for your feelings. It's only natural that, if not everyone can be alive, to be partial towards select people.
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[ he says this very quietly, but - it's hard not to feel a little shame. ]
Even now... it is hard for me to feel as though I cannot save everyone. [ after his life, after the catacombs, with the death they experience weekly here, too. ] And to feel satisfied with the fact that we could - or can - save one ... even that is guilt enough.
...It's only been a day, and I miss her terribly.