he's quiet as that finishes, letting the words resonate. and then, eventually... ]
... It is one of the true cruelties of this place - that we are left unable to do anything, while the people we care for are killed, or forced to be killers.
[ it goes unsaid that he recognizes how horrible it must feel, to be stuck like that once again. for joonghyuk, who has already experienced such a thing, to be laid unconscious as kim dokja died once more - its too cruel. unbelievably so. ]
And so he has left, again. [ oh, kim dokja. xie lian opens his mouth, and then closes it again, pressing his lips together, and gives a small shake of his head. ] If that song is to believed, in a way to even save us all.
...earlier this week, we spoke in a way that had me wondering if he knew something was going to happen. [ zetsu your fucking death flags ] But, I made a promise to him all the same, hoping there would be no reason to carry on with it.
[ but there was one. the worst.
... ]
...I miss him already. [ quietly, a final addition. kim dokja had become a very dear friend. ]
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he's quiet as that finishes, letting the words resonate. and then, eventually... ]
... It is one of the true cruelties of this place - that we are left unable to do anything, while the people we care for are killed, or forced to be killers.
[ it goes unsaid that he recognizes how horrible it must feel, to be stuck like that once again. for joonghyuk, who has already experienced such a thing, to be laid unconscious as kim dokja died once more - its too cruel. unbelievably so. ]
And so he has left, again. [ oh, kim dokja. xie lian opens his mouth, and then closes it again, pressing his lips together, and gives a small shake of his head. ] If that song is to believed, in a way to even save us all.
...earlier this week, we spoke in a way that had me wondering if he knew something was going to happen. [ zetsu your fucking death flags ] But, I made a promise to him all the same, hoping there would be no reason to carry on with it.
[ but there was one. the worst.
... ]
...I miss him already. [ quietly, a final addition. kim dokja had become a very dear friend. ]
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He's a fool. [ ... ] I sometimes miss him when he's right next to me.
[ It's a complicated kind of loneliness. ]